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Pain throughout my childhood Gave me right sense Pain throughout my childhood Gave me the right sense All the drugs throughout my life They got me wide awake All the pain I went through Made me the maniac i am I been suppressing my feelings for way to long Can't not live like that no more Keeping it up that's what it's about Scared of myself when I'm all high Scared of myself cause I stopped crying Greed and self doubt living in me Tryna move away from all this shit It might feel cold but it will get comfy Put on a coat and give me my cup please Please go away with all that cap Please go away with all that cap I can't believe you nun of that I can't believe you nun of that Please go away with all that cap I can't stand when people hate Always takin never givin Wasting my time I can't lie Depending on me but they don't wanna see Feel like they taking what I got They really be wasting all my time Can't make em right ye all those lies That nasty bitch really turned fine Leave me alone today I'm just high Leave me alone with all that cap Man I can't believe you nun of that Yall not doing what yall say Yall stuck in bubbles yall can't leave Yall just talking trash all day Na I can't believe you nun of that Yall just too stuck in all your dreams Yall just too stuck I'm just doing my own wave Ye I'm going my own way Yeah that's my my own wave Ye that's my own fuckin way Ye it's nun of my business If you can't accept it If you can't handle those changes If you can't handle my pace If you can't handle my patience If you can't handle my changes Ye I know that I'm special but Please Stop stop Stop caring about me Stop caring about me