Professional Sad Thoughts

The villain is making me blind And he is killing my mind This feeling now I hide I just wanna be alive The villain is making me blind And he is killing my mind This feeling now I hide I just wanna be alive Yeah of course I'm sad It makes mad like my dad Something I wish I never had It would make me glad I wish I could switch this Even if it's just an instance So we could have coexistence And I would not need distance Cause the pain is consistent Giving me resistance But they don't care about helping They just wanna claim my condition Yes I am depressed It may not be the best But I'm not feeling blessed Cause I am stress I may not always impress Trying to figure out the rest I guess But these words do come from the chest My heart My life Trying to start But my body falls apart Wanting to make records that go off the chart But I always get this voice in my head it makes me dart The villain is making me blind And he is killing my mind This feeling now I hide I just wanna be alive The villain is making me blind And he is killing my mind This feeling now I hide I just wanna be alive You can't take this pain away It won't happen any day No matter how much I pay We both know that it will stay Doesn't matter if I pray I'll always be afraid I might have a happy display But inside I'm not okay Yeah I'm living in fear My mind is not clear There is no cure I hope someone hears My emotions appear The end is near Down come the tears Regretting the years I'm not in zone I'm trapped in a cone My feeling are blown And they wanna moan Cause they are shown I feel disowned And I wish I'd known That I'm not alone I wish that they saw the signs I wasn't some like fine lines Wish I didn't do the crimes Should have respected my bedtimes The villain is making me blind And he is killing my mind This feeling now I hide I just wanna be alive The villain is making me blind And he is killing my mind This feeling now I hide I just wanna be alive