In My Grave

One, Two, Three, Four You Killed our trust, everything You ruined our love and it fucking stings Yeah, it fucking sucks, I'm hurting You dug a hole and you buried us I can't believe I wanted you to have my kid Now I'm questioning your love if you really meaned it You'll try and reassure me you did So why the f*ck would you have gone and cheated It's hard to look back on our memories Cause every time that I do I start questioning If you were ever really in love with me Cause now I'm on my own and you're missing I might just lay down in my grave Cause it's better than being awake Looking into the eyes upon your face Knowing you're the one who destroyed my faith I might just lay down in my grave Cause it's better than being awake Looking into the eyes upon your face Knowing you're the one who destroyed my faith These Feelings are lost, now I'm feeling lost You did what you did and now I'm dealing with the cost I feel sick, I feel like shit I love you but I don't think that this can be fixed Now you got me overthinking asking if it's my fault I want to be alone and lock myself in a vault Maybe you leave when you're bored and that's just by default But this pain that you left me feels like an assault You had my love and my effort and all I was giving I miss the times we were cuddling and kissing Now I'm here alone wishing I was not living You keep hurting me so I can't keep forgiving I might just lay down in my grave Cause it's better than being awake Looking into the eyes upon your face Knowing you're the one who destroyed my faith I might just lay down in my grave Cause it's better than being awake Looking into the eyes upon your face Knowing you're the one who destroyed my faith I might just lay down in my grave Cause it's better than being awake Looking into the eyes upon your face Knowing you're the one who destroyed my faith