Family Business

Thinking about a million ways One opportunity I can make it out Thinking about these stressful days Waking up I'm at my mama house Shit ain't been same Family even looking at me Like I changed up Focused Got responsibility This shit gone mess my brain up Relationships I Felt the hatred shit I had some painful trips Falling out with niggas I done loved Who you call blood Its crazy how the this shit shift and change But it's all love Even if we all blood wondering who Ima call up I remember winter time cold 2018 In December All good vibes Times I miss it Felt All alone I got some fixing Gotta watch Who I'm hanging around Wondering who Ima ball with If I feel the slightest questionable intention Make me call it quits I'm a grown man aint a kid No more I got my own kid Got a wife I'm trying to live Thinking about all these fault trips Pray to the Lord I don't fall with this This rap shit ima ball this All my flaws I dismiss Rise and fall I can't quit This right here is Family business Dreaming ghost Inside the wraith get my family out the trenches And I grew up Ima grown man now Praying to the lord I listen The past sometimes I miss it But I'm on another mission and I'm God gifted I still remember June 2019 Damn It was a long time summer Unc straight out of a jail I'm thinking well hope we all my come up Wanted the family to stay together and come together now That quickly turned to danger pain and anger But He better now Damn he ain't seen in kid years Holding back the tears Penitentiary visits Jail calls and all And Still had the fears Thinking if he can change now!!! Trapped inside the route Guilty thinking if I could've did anything To try to help him out And I realize Seeing anger in my eyes Waking up straight defensive mode Now it's beast mode Made my mama cry Cutting ties with many friends Thinking about how my life a end I know you been Through some pain too same too don't let the fame change you This right here is Family business Dreaming ghost Inside the wraith Get my family out the trenches and I grew up Ima grown man now Praying to the lord I listen The past sometimes I miss it But I'm another mission and I'm God gifted