snow

I saw the blood on the snow I put my fears on hold But nothing is gone Blurring myself From me May loose my sanity For this? Of course, im in I want to change everthing My body fears But i be just here My body fears But i be just here I saw the blood on the snow I put my fears on hold But nothing is gone Blurring myself From this reality May loose my sanity For this, ofc im in I think And loose my time Why does everything feels so bad Im tired of simply existing So im mad Cuz i can´t I never can´t Do anything It´s so sad