Love with me

In my 22 years, I've never seen myself doing this shit It's amazing, you know, like.. And i ain't gone lie to you, I ain't never thought about music like this, bro I ain't never thought about picking up a pencil and writing I ain't never thought about none of that shit It's just hittin', you know Yeah, it's kinda stuck, you know, it's like this I was still with my brothers, talking to my sisters About how I'm gonna live life if I dont got them with me And I still got my mama, she know that I always miss her I ain't even leave the house unless I'm on a mission I been chasing all this money, tryna stack some millions before the day I die, I gotta leave them with a billion They say the lord can take my life and send me well wishes Put my phone in a casket, all your love with me She say she love me, but I know she don't even got my back My mama told me from the start, you gotta watch how they act And she feel like I'm on my own, ain't even got my dad Won't even talk to my grandpa about the problems I'm having I treated life like it's a dirty game, but I'm still playing You probably ain't gon' understand half of this I'm saying And it's the story of my life, shawty I ain't have no plan And she was talking to me like she want me to be her man But shawty, you do me so dirty Tell me what I did, you don't deserve me I'm stuck on that island, I been hurting Since the day we met, and I ain't never had no peace in my life I just want revenge, cause every time I look around Somebody's sticking out their hand, but when I needed them They ain't know I was at my end, don't even talk about my problems I was facing them again, it was depression and anxiety That hit me as a kid, and I remember telling mama I ain't even wanna live, so many lies been told to me I don't know where to begin, my trust been broken so many times I feel like I'm dumb as shit, she text my phone so many times She know I don't wanna read it, she even FaceTimed me talking about her How she got her hair redid, told me I miss you baby Can you come back and be mine again, she call me baby everyday And I don't have no more comments, and when I tell this bitch the truth She never paying attention, I was sitting with my brother talking to my sisters Trying to figure how I'ma live if I don't take them with me I still got my mama, she know that I always miss her I don't even leave the house unless I'm on a mission I been chasing all this money, trying to stack some millions Before the day I die, I gotta leave them with some billions The lord can take my life and send me well wishes Put my phone in a casket, so the love with me So the love with me, watch how they change But t I been balling hard in my lane, thoughts in my brain Sometimes they make me wanna go insane, bet I'm too brave Like lions in a jungle, can't be tamed And if you take the time to listen, you'll feel what I'm saying My heart been cut open, they took the pain away And I can't wait for blue skies, seeing clouds of gray Could lose my life in these streets, I'm talking to any day And I could ball till I fall, I mean anyway They want me dead, they wanna see me laying in a casket Blood on my hand, I already got three up in a basket Take off his head, and then I turn his ass into a caption Speaking my pain away, but all they want from me is just the rap shit If you can hear me crying, just know I'm not trying Pure freestyle's no written, all my verses flying I'm trying to clean my life and I'm trying to get better in the end Some of them don't like it It's alright, they was never my friends My closest friends be my worst enemies And that's only because they know what's next for me And we been running in this race, they getting ahead of me And I been stuck in here so long, can't even find no peace I was sitting with my brother, talking to my sisters Trying to figure out how I'ma live, if I don't take them with me I still got my mama, she know that I always miss her I don't even leave the house unless I'm on a mission I been chasing all this money, trying to stack some millions before the day I die, I gotta leave them with some billions And the Lord can take my life and send me well wishes Put my phone in a casket, so the love with me So the love with me