Lost Soul

See I don't really give a f*ck uh uh no disregards Ain't learn, I wasn't taught My blood It's in my heart Would draw my life out on a canvas but I don't know where to start Deep open wounds and some scars Use the blood to paint my art Still feel like I wanna give up but I made it this far Be working to fucking hard To let me tear me apart I'm hoping that god forgive me don't talk like we use to talk All black on my lungs and heart My hand reaching out the dark Daily regulation High drug stimulation 666 Invitations Soulless situations Built anticipation That boy in the basement Sound like he down stair's whippin' up bricks Heart full of love just gotta new bitch Still got glocks for my enemies No boxing my enemies Gun cock, gun pop, gunshot, gun hot, straight box for my enemies Plot on my enemies Can't nod on my enemies Cut throat's, red dots at tops, that's all I got for my enemies D3 Lord, please forgive me for my lost soul It's what I don't want in my life It's all I see in my life It's just what is in my life It just wanna end my life, it just wanna end my life, it just wanna end my life See I don't really give a f*ck uh uh just reassuring I always kept in a hunnit been that what since I was born And I won't ever give a f*ck uh uh my soul is gone Depressed and I'm traumatized traded my halo for horns Sad jail visitation Brainwash simulations Black man education Star space limitations Like a doctor, I had the patients Third eye was awaken Inside I was vacant But the f*ck shit I'm not toleratin' So I still got glocks for my enemies F*ck boxing my enemies Shell cock, shell pop, shell drop, shell shock, straight box for my enemies Head chop for my enemies No ambulance or cops for my enemies Dead drop, heart stop, bitch that's all I got for my enemies Lord, please forgive me for my lost If it ain't god then it's not what I fear I already died so why should I care Travel back and forth to hell in my nightmares Blood on my hand when I wipe off my tears Tryna tell the world I ain't just a rap nigga Standing on the block on the clock trap nigga Knowing ain't nobody tryna hear that nigga 'Cause you just see another dread head black nigga Losing my hope, losing my faith It's in my face I know I'm destined for this No ifs, and's, or questions for this Lord, please Lord, please forgive me for my lost soul Yea yea yea yea yea yea Lord, please forgive me for my lost soul