The Light

D3 eyes open nigga stay woke All of em' low I blow more smoke Darkness all around like I live in the shadows Wipe blood runnin' down my face when my horns grow I feel like God would understand I know he see it too But that's not to decide neither for me or you so I keep something that spark for my stress and ya chest As I walk through the valley with the shadows of death 'Cause it was dark when my shit crashed and I lost all my beats It was dark when I was down and my depression was deep A lil' dim when my mom let me have the desktop Washed out with the dark when all that shit just stopped It was dark when me and E was tryna get things fixed Got me spendin' all this money and they ain't do shit On Vonnie old computer tryna produce on it It just went dark when na-na jumped and spilled the juice on it It got so dark I blacked out was screaming out in the cold Nandy felt so bad she bought me one lord bless her soul And now it's dark in room I'm alone music in my headphones kinda feeling like a carcus 'Cause nigga it's was dark when them niggas broke into my mom spot And ran off wit' the laptop muff cop What make it even worse that's the memory that I was left wit' The first day that I moved on the block I'm just looking for the light They say don't go toward the light No they don't know the pain They don't see the clouds, they don't feel the rain They don't know whats really on that boy brain Homicide, suicide they think that boy playin' They thinkin' f*ck is that boy sayin'? They think he trippin' only 'cause they don't understand They don't know how long that boy been prayin' From the inside that boy decayin' 'Cause It was dark when they hit me with the 302 I'm mia for like two weeks they like what happened to you? It was dark when my mom kicked me out of the crib In a different house she still tryna control how I live It was dark when they decided to take my bitch It was dark when shit went down and my right hand switched It was dark in a cell with three niggaz in jail Only light I got come from the fires of hell Still it was dark when my options was chi chi or mud Writin' requests to the nurse 'cause I'm shittin' out blood It was dark when my grandparents lost they house Dark when the freestyle for headshots went south It got so dark I was ready to give up on the music In the dark all these thoughts in my head bouta lose it I see darkness all around but a flashlight is useless Cause honestly we ain't even blow no fuses Man I'm just lookin' for the light They say don't go toward the light God, I'm just lookin' for the light Shit could get dark Shit will get dark Shit done got dark Tryna make it through the dark Shit could get dark Shit will get dark Shit done got dark Tryna make it through the dark Shit could get dark Shit will get dark Shit done got dark Tryna make it through the dark Shit could get dark Shit will get dark Shit done got dark Tryna make it through the dark