what is there to understand? (feat. snos)

I'm alone as I was a week ago Ain't shit change She said she has love for me, I don't feel the same It's hard to hide away my feelings in the damn pain Pour up another glass and hope one day we'll see change Or maybe I'm afraid of it I'm losing my patience, it's getting hard for me to wait on shit Telling me to move on you aren't the first to say that Well you won't know if it hurts if you don't do it, imma take that risk My only wish is that the day ahead don't feel cold The only thing assured with time is that you'll get old That's only if you live long My death is coming soon I hope that I can right my wrongs And now I'm feeling strain up in my eyes It's like everybody is telling lies It hurts me every time I never seen her cry but she's always seen me cry I used a Fake ID to feel like McLovin' You hurt me every chance you get like do you even gain something? Now I'm bathing in my pain And it's only been a year and you still have my name in vain Like f*ck you I wish I didn't fall in love with you In the Chamber of reflections, you might not even feel comfortable Like Future said, "Bitch don't get too comfortable" A lot of memories we had are getting to my head You always feel lost, you ain't even see the end Maybe it will make sense when I'm dead Yeah It'll all make sense It'll all make sense when I'm dead (yeah) Ay You can't tell me shit 'Cause I won't listen See a pretty girl I'll shoot my shot like Scottie Pippen I don't give a f*ck if we not kissing, girl you're missing In my heart where you belong, uh Can't tell me no difference It ain't changing with my heart it stays with you Monogamy, don't need nobody 'less I got just you Just like Monopoly, I get up in and drop it off like Bruce Told my feelings in this song I let my memories go loose Don't need a blade tonight Write my feelings in this song I'm with the gang tonight All these games I play along with Girl you really hurt my brain alright Hit my phone, always on some bullshit Don't need no pain tonight I'm trynna make a couple plays, alright Might be the last time we talk so do not act up Lying on my name, bitch get away and get your facts up You been running circles in my brain, bitch do a lap bruh Fake emotions, fake love I know you're just an actor