Spiral

I spiraled today Eventually I stopped but never elevated I'm stuck inside my mind Lights and sounds won't penetrate no matter how they try I thought that we were past this I thought I'd rectified The way the world operates and I just watch it fly Tell myself the truth but that was last month's big breakthrough And it's hollow in the air And now I'm back to middle school When I talk to you When I talk to you Tell me what does out of it Even really mean It's a pattern of my life that's playing Playing on repeat Funny how through all of this My biggest regret I don't have enough black clothes to represent my head I thought that we were past this I thought I'd rectified The way the world operates and I just watch it fly Tell myself the truth I shouldn't be that into you But my thoughts are frozen in a shock And I'm back to middle school When I talk to you I thought that we were past this I thought I'd rectified The way the world operates and I just watch it fly Tell myself the truth but that was last month's big breakthrough And it's hollow in the air And now I'm back to middle school When I talk to you