Beyond Belief

I been feeling tired Been drowning in these bottles Been hanging on a wire My pride gets hard to swallow Keep rolling like a tire No need to push the throttle Right now I feel inspired By looking at the lotto Been dreaming bout the cash Been hustling off my ass Been writing back to back So all these tracks be coming fast Been dwelling on the past But that can't hold me back I need someone to tell me But sometimes I'm flashing back Like motion pictures Press rewind Daydreaming in my mind I'm thinking bout the days when I was living with my mom When I was doing fine I had a meal bout every day Now everyday's a struggle Trying to keep a place to stay The bills is getting raised And my pay is decreasing I lay but no sleeping My head is just beating I don't play it's just defense High waves on the deep end I stray off the leashes When I say then I mean it Cuz Now I'm feeling scarred beyond belief The scars on my heart constantly bleed Never going back to you and me Everyday it is hard for me to speak Don't call my phone I been living alone Now they done made me Love Less I been living on my own since the loss of my mother shit And lately I been hot as an oven I open up the oven quick I wanna tell em catch up But niggas is on some mustard shit Don't wanna get too close to em Cuz then it be too smothering Niggas getting dirty like niggas living in southern shit Can't call everybody ya brother Niggas on some other shit Niggas falling out over bitches who on another tip But the other tip is to ya brother from another Shit He just wanted to f*ck(He just wanna f*ck) He just wanted to f*ck She was looking for love She was looking for love He was turning to scrubs(He was turned to scrubs) He was turning to scrubs She was giving em up She was giving em up Now She just wanted to f*ck(She just wanna f*ck) She just wanted to f*ck He was looking for love He was looking for love She was turning to scrubs(She was turned to scrubs) She was turning to scrubs He was giving her up He was giving her up So don't call my phone (Fuckin' sick of this shit man) Cuz I been living alone Now I'm feeling scarred beyond belief The scars on my heart constantly bleed Never going back to you and me Everyday it is hard for me to speak