Deju Vu

Some mornings I wanna cry But I just dry my eyes Get up and hit the road Thought I wanted to die Til death was by my side I wasn't ready to go Practice what you preach But be careful what you say At first I wanted to leave To death came round my way Now every morning I wake up I'm feeling out of place My head's in the atmosphere My mind million miles away I'm dying in space While trying to breathe I'm lying awake While trying to sleep Can't find a plate When is time to eat So I really ain't got the energy I just get tooken by the breeze I just keep looking out at seas Some nights it's just so hard to sleep Cuz I keep seeing nightmares when I dream So Some mornings I wanna cry But I just dry my eyes Get up and hit the road Thought I wanted to die Til death was by my side I wasn't ready to go I packed my bags at night But I didn't leave til the rise Sunrise in my eyes Only time it's seeming bright I fell out of love Couldn't see me with a wife Yes I wanted love But I just couldn't get it right I've had enough I'm backing up I'm sick of games Put controllers up Don't call my name Just over lust Cuz I really ain't got no more to trust I'm really just sick of being used And every time I been the fool In order to win I had to lose Because my heart is so abused Some mornings I wanna cry But I just dry my eyes Get up and hit the road Thought I wanted to die Til death was by my side I wasn't ready to go