Difference

Try to make a difference But never really fitting in No matter what you do People that you knew Only really noticing the blemishes Take a picture but the memories won't last long Could never get it right since your past wrong Feel like what's the use 'Cuz it got you feeling fooled Thinking that some people was ya backbone You can feel the energy shifting Gotta be more careful with the decisions Time is revealing That yo actions could play the biggest role in the contradictions But that's only if you sit back, listen and pay attention You been a victim to so many with lies in they eyes The real can realize what you hiding inside You the realest to my face but throwing shade on the side Everything was all sunny now y'all clouds is outside Blocking my rays 'cuz I made some mistakes No everything ain' ok I been trapped in my space, try to change what I can't Like it matters anyway They don't care what I say When I say that I Try to make a difference But never really fitting in No matter what you do People that you knew Only really noticing the blemishes Take a picture but the memories won't last long Could never get it right since your past wrong Feel like what's the use 'Cuz it got you feeling fooled Thinking that some people was ya backbone Take a second just to breathe Let it be I been losing all feelings Never grieve So if I tell you that I'm gone then I'm getting gone Pushed away too many times I better leave No matter what I do I can't get it straight So I hesitate when I'm moving a different way Assuming I'm doing great While viewing my newer place But the truth of the matter is I could do with a newer face A newer name to be through with the pain Who is to blame? You for thinking we is two in the same? Me for being me while trying my truest to change? Feeling blue as a flame Burning everything to nothing remains Try to plant my seed as I right my wrongs Don't wanna be the enemies when our sights is gone Feeling like the Middle East trying to fight my wrongs Maybe it's better for me to live my life alone 'Cuz I Try to make a difference But never really fitting in No matter what you do People that you knew Only really noticing the blemishes Take a picture but the memories won't last long Could never get it right since your past wrong Feel like what's the use 'Cuz it got you feeling fooled Thinking that some people was ya backbone