Illusions

Where could I be? Where did I go? When I look up somehow it be the floor Open the door but it stays closed Turned off the lights but it still has a glow I'm confused when I think Awake when I sleep Can sleep for two days but be up for a week I'm living as one but losing my peace So I'm getting high just to stop all the things that I feel Trying to be real Niggas act fishy I don't see they gills They say that I'm fake 'cuz I walked away 'Cuz I couldn't take everything that they build Somehow it's my fault They on when I'm off I open my mouth but somehow I can't talk Delusional thoughts keep me at bay When I say words they don't hear what I say All I say is that Life playing games Games with my mind Feeling depressed but I tell them I'm fine Pain in my chest but they stabbing my spine Racing the clocks for I run out of time Feeling trapped in illusions I lose Feeling trapped in illusions I lose Feeling trapped in illusions I lose Feeling trapped in illusions I lose I been standing here looking at the picture but the picture ain' painted I been looking at the frame of the picture 'cuz it ain' got a canvas My elephants that's in the room to me looking like a mammoth So if I gotta zoom zoom to the moon I'm a planet I've been stranded I've been damaged But I've managed a lot Replenished Organic I planted the crops Now the pen is Pretending to play as the mop And the sentence is cleaning the feelings I got Trying to clear out this maze The ways been blocked Been trapped in this maze stuck for days If you taking away all the pain I got Then how long you think it's gone take As I talk to the man in the mirror I'm hoping the vision gets clearer for me 'Cuz this pace been moving slower than syrup Growing like molasses stuck on a tree Yes indeed boy my Life playing games Games with my mind Feeling depressed but I tell them I'm fine Pain in my chest but they stabbing my spine Racing the clocks for I run out of time Feeling trapped in illusions I lose Feeling trapped in illusions I lose Feeling trapped in illusions I lose Feeling trapped in illusions I lose