Long Nights

The right one But they picking the wrong fight They keep pushing the dog And hoping it don't bite Lately been on my own But feel like my whole life I been wide awake Cuz I'm stressing through long night yeah Through long nights I'm stressing through long nights I been wide awake Cuz I'm stressing through long nights yeah Through long nights I'm stressing these long nights I been wide awake Cuz I'm stressing through long nights yeah Losing a part of me Cuz I been giving out my heart But it's scarring me I'm still chasing my dreams When it's hard to sleep I still feel like I'm trapped In 2016 I still got visions of mama Being dead on the floor Now I'm stuck with the trauma And I don't know how to cope I'm still drowning in bottles As I'm rolling the smoke That's my way of trying to let it all go But still I'm feeling so low I'm deep in a hole I try to keep a smile So they don't even know I'm ready to blow To clean up my soul Been suppressing all my feelings Just to put on a show They don't even notice it Been feeling all alone Like I grew up as only kid She threw a dog bone But they saw where I buried it Now my family wondering Why I don't ever tell 'em shit they got The right one But they picking the wrong fight They keep pushing the dog And hoping it don't bite Lately been on my own But feel like my whole life I been wide awake Cuz I'm stressing through long night Through long nights I'm stressing through long nights I been wide awake Cuz I'm stressing through long nights yeah Through long nights I'm stressing these long nights I been wide awake Cuz I'm stressing through long nights yeah I'm hardly sleeping It's hard to ride the wave I fell off in the deep end yeah Macaulay Culkin I'm home for a reason I'm home alone While my family off for the weekend yeah Won't pay attention Until I'm ascending Tried to knock me down When they saw my ascension Pretending Like they hate the fact I went missing But listen they only mention When I'm offending They personality Only notice the after me At first I was a happy me Before I gave 'em half of me Now I'm movin' at half the speed Like lightening When you're capturing A picture of the storm But that storm is me when I have to speak I'm The right one But they picking the wrong fight They keep pushing the dog And hoping it don't bite Lately been on my own But feel like my whole life I been wide awake Cuz I'm stressing through long night Through long nights I'm stressing through long nights I been wide awake Cuz I'm stressing through long nights yeah Through long nights I'm stressing these long nights I been wide awake Cuz I'm stressing through long nights yeah