Mama's Melody (feat. Mama)

Hey mama, its been a minute I know shit was different when you was living My foolish decisions had you truly livid But now I'm a man and I'm taking care of all my business Still I got some questions to ask but I need to hear what you say Cuz really I been trapped in the past before you passed I had you filled up with rage Ma did you hate me? I needed you to be patient cuz I had some plans in the making But I couldn't make it before your cremation Now I'm just staring a vase and thinking bout death Really I'm scared, feel like I'm a die before I'm done down here Just tell me that it's real, tell me that there's really a heaven Cuz I been living in hell without you Mama Mama Mama Mama Oh Mama Mama Mama Mama Oh Emotions that I felt after hearing yo laugh It made me feel good yet it hurt so bad I can't pick the phone up when I'm feeling this sad I just wanna talk to you it's not the same with dad Fam depart slowly, I been running like a nose bleed Every year gets lonely, family don't really know me I got the right to say that, I use to want some payback But nowadays family don't really even owe me Understand I had a plan, just doing what I can Granny gave me 500 I'm a give her back a grand Patience is a virtue, I didn't mean to hurt you But I been struggling since that money left my hand Mama help out, I didn't run off on her, nah But I swear to f-ing God I been treated like a opp Everybody love ya when you come around But when you not around that's when the real is coming out Damn Mama Mama Mama Mama Oh Mama Mama Mama Mama Oh