Ultimatum

I been feeling different Trippin' Thinking bout these women Missing the part of me that's living Been distant It got me on a mission Switchin' Swerving switching lanes back to back Thinking bout our days that's in the past I don't wanna say that I'm mad But I'm hoping you and him is not gone last (Hopin' ya break up) Forever Cuz I been around forever And then you just left us He stepped up and made me feel jealous of what was Cuz who gone do better than me Who gone feel better than we I won't let go easy Til I know you no longer need The feelings you once desperately fiened Cuz you don't know how you made me Feel like I had everything Now you just left me in 3 I'm drowning off in these drinks Can't go a day without the thought of you Every day I try to start a new But moving on from you impossible Cuz I don't wanna say goodbye to you I gave too much of time it's all for you Now I'm sitting here looking stupid cuz I was thinking I should've gave my fuckin heart to you Now I'm living with my fuckin heart on my sleeve I just wanna die It's better than not watching you loving me Fucking some other guy You tellin me that you don't want me to leave But put me aside Its been a minute since you invited me To come chill for the night I don't even wanna think about you But it's hard for me to never think about you You say that you had some feelings for me and you kept it real And now I highly doubt you I don't even wanna talk about it I don't really wanna come around Cuz I was the one that was working the hardest for your love and now you just turn me down You showed me that it didn't matter Everything that we went through I thought I was playing position But I was just playing the fool Fooling for you What would you do If you was put in my shoes The person you love Don't notice you Even though y'all made a move So you give up Cuz they giving they love and all of they trust To another Like what in the f*ck What about us Never should've started her And I wouldn't end up right where I'm am over lust Only wanted to fucked But we got tighter than cuffs Couldn't even split us up Just doing some drugs Drinking liquor til we numb Pouring cups until the sun Til it came up We used to have fun Now we don't even discuss All of the shit that we been through I don't wanna be ya friend too I would rather be ya man The one you can depend on and come and vent to If a nigga got a plan to try and be yo man then I got a issue Cuz they wouldn't understand they way I had to plan to even be with you With You