Aokigahara (feat. Unhinged)

I used to be sitting in the woods on my ones No one around me, I was lost Everybody thought I ran away It was a late night getting hit again Foggy night It was the right vibe so I sat in the moonlight debating on taking my own life Thinking if I climbed high up in a tree, jumped from like 30 feet, would it kill me Couldn't stand the thought of living so I said f*ck this Thought about hanging myself like I was Johnathan Brandis I was done with life Done with being hit every night Done with being bullied in school so I grabbed the knife Went to school the next day Tried to take his life away Same day getting taken away in the back of a fed car They said my behaviour's gone too far and that if I carried on I wouldn't see past 24 They told me I'd be in jail when I was 18 but I'm living free Still depressed Still I got anxiety Still stubborn like nobody could've guided me Still get them ill thoughts like Alfred Cline Now I chill with this hunting knife No one fucking up my life and if they try I won't warn 'em twice Before I slice 'n' dice and make 'em thrash 'n' thrive 'n' slowly die How many times have I tried to take my own life How many more times can I try to commit suicide Why have I always been wanting to die Why can I not just make up my mind of how I want my soul to subside I'm losing all of my sanity There is nothing left that can damage me other than my own personality 'Cause I'm just a constantly angry, consistently aggi piece of shit nobody Yuh Yuh Satan is taking over my complacence and f*ck all that praying, I'm fucking forsaken These drugs that I'm taking These murders I'm making The moment I'm waking I'm feeling like placing My hands round the neck of a bitch 'til she die Mocking her family, watching them cry F*ck being happy and f*ck living life I might just pick up me a new butcher's knife Plunge the blade into the throats of my enemies Eating their energy and body parts Writing the elegy Lining the ecstasy Smoking that loud pack and breaking the hearts Of the families of my victims I'm picking a new fucking bitch I can rope and then kill And after I'm done abusing that slut Imma smoke me a blunt and I'm gon' pop me a pill Line up my corpses and feel no remorse if I kill me another one, be it a child A woman, a man or a disabled cunt Imma kill and bury them then live in denial Of my heinous actions When I'm done subtracting the number of people living on the Earth I'll fly out to Mars and I'll kill me some Martians and bury them in all the rocks and the dirt I'm flowing and going Your bitch she be hoeing Your girl got an OnlyFans, how does it feel I'm glowing and blowing the reefer I'm smoking I'm getting high as f*ck then making a deal With Satan himself then I hang from a belt from the awning I'm yawning and waiting to die My time it has come To the pain I am numb as I close up my eyes and I say my goodbyes