Romantic Homicide

I'm scared, it feels like you don't care Enlighten me, my dear Why am I still here? Oh I don't mean to be complacent with the decisions you made But why? Oh In the back of my mind you died And I didn't even cry No, not a single tear And I'm sick of waiting patiently For someone that won't even arrive Woah In the back of my mind I killed you And I did not even regret it I can't believe I said it But it's true, I hate you