Telling Lies

I'm so used to telling lies that I don't know If what I'm saying is the truth or it's not Psychologists keep asking what's the problem Everyone of my answers is different I know that something really hurts me But my mind can't really find the culprit The house in which I live is no more home When I run away the sirens start to follow They calm me down with two pills and oral drops Every meaning is fading, I've never felt so low Can't understand if it's a void or it's a box Can't see all my goals hidden in the dark I'm losing will, the hope and sanity All the people around me seem to have vanished But I can still hear their voices around me They keep tellin' Don't worry about time Don't worry about time Don't worry about time Don't worry about time Don't worry about time Don't worry about time Don't worry about time Don't worry about time I used to lie to everyone even if I didn't need to I hope that everyone will take my excuse I think I'm lying to myself too sometimes What I see is no more the real world I feel like my eyes have been sewed by Every man in every way I chose to start They always say that I'm too young for that way But I touched the time, it's so fast it hurt my hands Sometimes I wish to sleep forever inside my world, my peaceful dreams Sometimes I wish to take amphetamines and never sleep and doin' so much more things I'm too sleepy to be able to do things I'm too shocked to be able to sleep Finally I ended my climbing from hell But this place not for long will be safe I don't know where I'll fall with the next step But I can lie to myself sayin' it will be the best And don't worry about time Don't worry about time Don't worry about time Don't worry about time Don't worry about time Don't worry about time Don't worry about time Don't worry about time Don't worry about time Don't worry about time Don't worry about time Don't worry about time