Barely Breathing

Baby I was barely breathing Kind of reaching for a reason not to seize it all completely Reminiscing on kisses planted sweetly when I was the most needing Beating myself up for not keeping you close to my chest Too lost in the dreaming going on in my head Chasing the types of lovers out to hurt me instead Guess at the time it's what I believed I should accept But I always felt most full when in your arms I slept Young and dumb and lost in the stress But fate had its plan in place just like chess Carving you deep inside my complex It was there before we stole our first glances at each other Growing unintended without really knowing the other Sending texts undercover I had thought that I was falling for another only to discover it was you all along A friendship kind of blossomed but the feelings- they were strong I don't think either of us really let on And just like that, time led on w our own little bond Never for show or the sake of having others know Genuine from the first little hang out on the low Remember that first time coming to your home and pulling up slow Kind of nervous Kind of flirting Keeping on my toes Excited to be near you, have some time alone I always wondered how time together would go Baby I was barely breathing Kind of reaching for a reason not to seize it all completely Reminiscing on kisses planted sweetly when I was the most needing Beating myself up for not keeping you close to my chest Too lost in the dreaming going on in my head Wishing I'd have realized way sooner instead Guess at the time I didn't think I deserved to accept But I always felt most full when in your arms I slept We done talked through the whole night still up w morning's light You let me drift off to sleep laying by your side And you ain't even try to be sly like a typical guy You let me talk your ear off Throw on some South Park to watch You let me be me, both funny and odd Nothing had ever been so easy, and I'm too used to hard We tend to let our minds wonder back to those times Should have, could have, would have been made you be mine But all the pain I felt without you helped me not to be blind Now I can see you in entirety- I see the design Me and you were meant to be Yeah, we've always been aligned You my baby, I'm going to love you until the end of time I sit here cherishing now Happy to love you out loud I can't tell you how Badly I have been down But you've always held me up when I been starting to drown Whether you've known it or not, you've kept me above ground Being with you helps more of me be found Blessed to have you around So, I'm going to be the illest The most committed Doing what you like when you wish it Plus, I can't get enough- I'm addicted My finest decision I need your existence Intertwined, I'm twisted If shit gets broke, I'm going to fix it If it's some words I spoke, then I'm going to live it You deserve all the love in the world and going to give it It sounds corny as f*ck but I move different You'll never question if you have me, baby it's admitted In stone written I'm simply smitten I'd follow you like religion Baby, listen If we rocking then we locked in, never switching Got me purring like a kitten But baby listen I'm smitten If we rocking we locked in, never switching I said I move different You my finest decision