Then&Now

It's my own fault I love until I'm depleted Choosing those who really need it If I can fix their broken hearts maybe I'll be loved completely Sometimes I don't see it Before I know it, tears are flowing, it appears I've led another sequel Their love is never equal Thought I saw my worth, but I'm still drawn to hopeless people Pain is the art and I'm the easel So now I'm filling lack of feeling, just trying to feel full Some food to eat, some drink to drink, sex, or jays I pull A kiss from you with adoration Or any genuine moment could almost erase it so I'm afraid to lose this closeness Enjoying every encounter yet overpowered that soon Ima blow this Our embraces been frozen to last Baby I'm wrapped up in you, sitting here in rapt Convince myself assumptions are facts Tearing myself down until I crash I don't know how I've come to attract You to me, but babe believe I'm glad I'm in a permanent state of sad But w u, I'm doing more better than I'm bad You my forever, not a fad Love you more than just a tad You got me just like that And I plan to never lose this But if you ever want to go, just let me know though I don't choose it Not trying to put pressure, but I could use this Plus the way I ride, I'd really die That's just what the truth is Took a pause now we resuming Young love started blooming Way back when but life was occluding This was a long time coming, can't refute it From the start when you hit my heart, baby you harpooned it So take me as your prize You take me to better places just by looking in your eyes And I hope you know I got you when you're looking back in mine I'm so concerned with time, Because I don't think it's long enough to have you just here in this life But we can start with husband and wife I'm usually my own dilemma Confuse the just now with forever You're my tattoos and they some hennas You're sacred like the Mecca Take over my whole center I love you from your sweetness to your temper This to me is splendor I'm your baby and defender Tell me it's on go and consider them all dismembered I'm kidding… I'm not But baby you got my heart My beacon in the dark You've made your mark Gave me back my spark I'm thankful You a demon in them sheets but you're an Angel Baby listen, I'm thankful I like that your straight up and not working any angles You keep it real Which I is by the tankful, you know the deal I love you You got me falling like broken ankles But baby listen, I'm thankful You demon in them sheets but you're an Angel