Fuck off

Love came nd it done knocked me off my feet Nd I can't tell if shit is real or shit is weak Gotta maintain my position niggas quick to take my seat If I get lost I'll find my way back to them streets I shed a tear for everybody that I lost, Some people I reached out and all they did was brush me off Took so many drugs nd almost died I paid that cost That bitch had told me she ain't like the way I dressed so I had walked Welcome to my world that got blown up it ain't no peace If I make it to my casket make sure all my parts is neat Ian saying no more words if you get tired then you can leave I need some money for these pills I'll give it back to you next week Cold nights Blue lights No phone Inna stu Music up Drugged up All night My type Tried to cure my depression but it's a part of my life Ian that strong but Ian going out without a fight When I'm high I just be thinking about old shit that I still feel Niggas promised they gone kill me for they pleasure but I'm still here The fact that I still smile don't mean I like the way I live Nd for the ones who shut me out don't show no tears if I get killed Deleted all my socials a few times but shit ain't work Even started being heartless to these bitches but I'm still hurt Thought I was changing for the better whole time I'm changing for the worse From suicidal thoughts on high alert to breaking hearts like they a curse That shit hurt I swear the way that I was raised I always hustled for some change Nd now my body full of toxins I might switch to bussin brains Be having murder on my mind cause all my life I been thru pain I hadda make some tough decisions to wipe that bullshit off my name I put my feelings first for the first time now they hate me with they gut Had accidentally put my trust into this slut she fucked me up Caught her hanging with the bro and they both laughed she stood me up Swear yo bros are not yo bros they'll f*ck yo bitch nd give you up Ian sweating nun these bitches shut my door when you walk out Vibe alone I stay at home I hold my own when I fall out Family over everything we gone be good when I ball out Don't put my name in not a thing if shit ain't coming out my month People fake they turn to snakes that's why I vibe in my own space They gone speak on what they see they never see what I be facing Always judging on some shit that's why my ass be feeling basic Kick these bitches to the curb that's why my bio never taken Put my thoughts inside this box and lock it up nd I just toss it First person to find that box I'll be gone before they call me If that person show the world the world gone see why I'm exhausted Wonder how I made it they gone see the pain that shit had cost me At this point just give me any drug nd I'll see which one gone heal me first They'll take advantage of yo kindness can't let em see you hurt Use to give these bitches hella chances cause ian know my worth Buhh nowadays you can't trust neither gender they bound to get you murked