Memories

As I walk to the backyard again, dig up some memories As I walk to the backyard again, dig up some memories Thinking bout the past when I was young, love is the remedy Mentally, you gotta be kind to yourself And if you're not, then you can't be to anyone else And that's a fact, cause you're constantly comparing yourself And all the good things you did, and all the bad things that still But, there's more to life than that There's a whole other side, where things grow Adapt and ain't afraid to die Where death doesn't mean the end, it's just a new beginning Trees shed their leaves, snakes shedding all their skin And they start anew, not thinking bout the way they thinning Dropping all the negative energy that within was spinning Catch me winning and losing, it's all the same, it's printing These lessons in my brain, so in life I can keep on grinning Cause God knows, there's demons on earth And they trying to take control, and grow through collective sinning These memories, These memories I'm searching for Lost energies, Subconscious knows what's good for me These energies, These energies I'm searching for Lost memories Subconscious knows what's good for me Aye yo what's good for me may not be what I want And vice versa Looking down the barrel of my wand, it might hurt ya Thinking I can change the world around me Kemetic teachings, telling me the worlds inside me And you So are we God or misguided? Haven't decided, feeling very divided At a young age, got information provided Thought I had learned it all, and saw it was many sided Collective consciousness, what they call it in writing Learning about it first can seem a little bit frightening Fungi communicate in a similar way And that's to say, it's just natural in it's own type of way So I'm confused on how you fool us Telling us this is something new When I can go to the backyard, dig up lost memories that my ancestors knew These memories, These memories I'm searching for Lost energies, Subconscious knows what's good for me These energies, These energies I'm searching for Lost memories Subconscious knows what's good for me I saw You saw a caterpillar Those are your ancestors, friends, and loved ones Before this body, there was another They shared the same soul Can't go back Until it's time A virtuous cycle