Burnin' Drinks

I got a problem, cause I love to drown my tears Every second I am sober, I am ruled of all my fears That is why I stopped to breathe - started downin' drinks Gives me power to control the fact that I can't stop to think About the past and the future, Rehab I shoot ya Shots made me get a grip, bezel on my lips Addicted? I'm livin' it! Desperate? A little bit A matter of fact that I won't quit to throw myself in jag pits Gimme the power, the grit, help me to get above that shit Fill the fuel in my liver, scotch & bourbon, golden river Every sip, that I can taste, lets me slip off all the waste Burning my throat, my worries and fears, makes me think of golden days Silver linings in the sky, bury my life in these lines Summon the devil and tell him I'm ready to join his army just tonight I don't wanna fly, I wanna flow Downin' drinks, cause drownin' stinks, go for gold Burn my throat, drown my sorrow Live as if there's no tomorrow Every fucking human needs a way to follow Drinks are burning, loosing grip about this shit Drinks are burning, loosing grip about this shit Burn my throat, drown my sorrow Live as if there's no tomorrow Every fucking human needs a way to follow Everytime I'm tryin' to start over again My mind is screaming that I won't be ever sober again Hey - I gotta tell you somethin' about myself I've got a lot of problems, but there's one that fucks me up as hell A strange relationship - I don't get it into the right direction It's deflection of myself, all but protection though affection Yesaaa - I'm an addict - Not a goddamn crystal meth kid Six minutes ago I did it again - Yeah I admit it Been drinkin' a coffee with "Lady J." - She offered me to stay It's been a nice short trip - a short kick You wonder what I'm talkin' about? You think I'm a sex addict You didn't get it 'cause I've said it in a fuckin' roundabout way And so I say it forthrightly and it might be that you're laughin' at me 'Cause it ain't that problem in society I can't be off the booze - my mind is always clouded without the stuff that's runnin' down my throat I can't live without it - I got some doubts about it Plus I got some stich - and now it's time to switch and I'm gonna burn this bridge I don't wanna hold on and I'm gonna burn this mothafuckin' bridge And I will go on without all the trips and kicks Like a mothafuckin' roly poly I'm gonna flow on and I roll on Without fallin' back in this deep black lonely hole I'm talkin' to people and none of 'em evil But so many people are dishonest people The most of 'em drinkin in bars, at home they're clean and just watching the stars Look in their hearts, beautiful jars, filled up with everyone's selflovin' farts Hidin' the truth, big up for juice, better be ready to get up and booze Burn my throat, drown my sorrow Live as if there's no tomorrow Every fucking human needs a way to follow Drinks are burning, loosing grip about this shit Drinks are burning, loosing grip about this shit Burn my throat, drown my sorrow Live as if there's no tomorrow Every fucking human needs a way to follow Everytime I'm tryin' to start over again My mind is screaming that I won't be ever sober again