Letter From a Bittter Ex

Ask yourself Is you happy Don't be crying then tears No need to be looking sappy You was feeling yourself Had me low Feeling crappy Thought that I wasn't good enough Feeling just like your pappy Right F*ck it You ain't shit You ain't gone ever be You thought that I ain't find Them messages to Jeffery I thought you had my back But I'm treated like an accessory Like yesterday's paper You showing me all this treachery Snuck behind my back And you think you getting the best of me You over stressing me But disguised it like you was blessing me Such a pest to me And inside of my heart was festering And I was stupid blind Not seeing that you was less for me But I was steady Holding on strong Tight grip on this relationship Doing it on my own Ignoring obvious signs Knowing you do me wrong Telling me all these lies Singing the same song Like Responding to niggas DM's on the gram And that's the shit you give me You talking bout It was SPAM Come on with it Ma The f*ck do you think I am Give the benefits of doubt But you putting me in a jam Shorty how the f*ck could you Be this grimy to me Out of all the hoes I loved I never thought it would be Had a lock upon my feelings I handed you every key I was supposed to be your Jay And I'd treat you like you was Bey Make a couple of Blues Coping booties for shoes Have an official family Thought we shared those views We both had our share of heartbreak We said that we paid the dues But all you wound up doing Was proving it wasn't true You lead me down a path of despair I never broke All that loving Vinny shit that you said It was joke Had my whole life inside of your hands Bet you was stoked I wish I listened to the shit that they said I wasn't woke (uh) I had you All up in my brain Ma Addicted to your drug Enjoying every single high I'm getting cotton mouth My heart is feeling bone dry Yelling out for help But my friends was ignoring all my cries They sick and tired Of me going back I can't blame them I'm a fiend and that was a fucking fact But I've been getting clean Walking on the right track Got that weight up off of me Like bricks inside a backpack (Gone) no more night sweats I've been feeling better (Gone) feeling strong enough To write your ass a letter (Gone) making up weak excuses Maybe I should let her gone No more secrets no more arguing I'm better off alone Making room To find my princess I'll turn her into a queen She's having my princess She treats me like I'm a king The arguing's much less This woman completes me My life is no more a mess No looking back To find out where thing went sour No more sadness from me I'm taking back all my power No more dialing your cell Or messaging every hour No more feeding your ego It's my turn to devour Trashing all of the Empty promises cause it's a vex The memories, good and bad The ones with the fire sex I'm signing this hate letter With blood like it's a hex And it's reading Sincerely yours, but no longer your bitter ex