I'll Never Be Sane

I tried I tried Late nights, no schedule Can't sleep in my bedroom I'm trying to go to bed soon Insomnia won't let you But f*ck it, I ain't ever gonna be sane I've accepted that I'll never be sane I'm okay with never trying to be sane F*ck it, I ain't ever gonna be sane Ever since a child, I could see things Running from my demons like a relay Tell me I'm insane, they say she strange F*ck it, I ain't ever gonna be sane Late nights, no schedule No sleep, I ain't meant to I tried, unsuccessful Sleepless, it's dreadful Man, f*ck that shit, I'm never gonna be sane I've accepted that I'll never be sane Yeah, I'm cool with never trying to be sane F*ck it, I ain't ever trying to be sane Only way I'm taking is the freeway I just need my freedom, I need leeway I need space to f*ck up every day F*ck it, I ain't ever gonna be sane Late nights, no schedule Go to sleep, it'd be best to I'm trying to clear my head too Restless, it's stressful Yeah, yeah Finally knock out I get woke up I don't know no solid sleep An artist, an insomniac Anxiety's at highest peak I can't escape this darkness I been haunted by demonic dreams Agitated, antsy, this insanity just follows me But f*ck it, I ain't ever gonna be sane I've accepted that I'll never be sane I'm okay with never trying to be sane I don't give a f*ck, I'll never be sane Gotta lotta heart, so let that beat bang That's the reason I could feel everything I don't only feel, I could see pain I still don't know how it feels to be sane Late nights, no schedule My girl sleep in my bedroom I'm trying to go to bed too Anxious, unsettled But f*ck, I guess I'm never gonna be sane I'm okay with never trying to be sane I've accepted that I'll never be sane F*ck it, I ain't ever trying be sane If I was, I wouldn't have a free brain Got these bars on lock like a keychain Killa so insane the way she think I don't ever wanna fucking be sane Late nights, all these late nights Couldn't sleep, now it's daytime Mind left like it ain't right Sanity, I can't find