Not Alive

Aw yeah, yeah, yeah Died inside so long ago Killa shit Lost my mind, but not my soul I lost my mind Wow Killa, you're krazy (Krazy, krazy) Died inside so long ago Lost my mind But not my soul (No, no) There's no light, no life in the shadows I'm not alive if my eyes closed No, no Thankfully I found a way Lucky for me, I sound this great Shit ain't sweet Bitch, how that taste? You just a hater, f*ck out my face F*ck out my face Underground engraved (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) But still 'round these days Jesus died about my age It's up to Him, but I'm down to stay (Yeah, yeah) Still afraid (Still afraid) I'll admit Demons on my chest Like sleep paralysis (Ah, ah) Still handle it until my hands have calluses (Go mode) Indeed, it's not a dream We ain't in Alice's (It's not a dream) But a Wonderland is what I am Music over all, no other plans (Yeah, yeah) You don't understand (Naw, naw) The reflection of me shines beyond Complexion of my skin tone (Tone) Look in my eyes Bitch, I been gone And I don't give a f*ck 'Bout tryna stand out Label me a stranger in the damn crowd Treat me like I've never Made my fans proud Like when Killa on the scene It ain't a man down (Down, down, down) 'Cause I'm just like you I'm dead inside too I'm in this fight too Baby I'm just like you Look what this life do We've all been lied to Not alive, homicide I'm fucking gone inside Just like you Please don't push, I'm on the edge Walk myself right to that ledge If I jump Might come back undead They said it's all just in my head F*ck y'all know 'bout statements made? (F*ck y'all know?) F*ck whoever's fake these days (F*ck all y'all) Pray before they take their prey (Pray) Sing "Amazing Grace" (How sweet it is) Tryna save my faith (Save my faith) But still change up pace Have no imitations traits Bitch, I was fucking made this way (Way yay yay yeah) Medicate (Medicate) Not to be dumb 'Til my pain decides to say, "I'm threw, I'm done" (I'm done, done) I feel too much now When I once used to be numb (Numb) Walk with me a minute All I do is run Let's take stroll, save my soul I don't really know which way to go (Go, go) No place like home (Home sweet home) You'd probably find more comfort in Me not existing instead You let me die Bitch, I been dead (Been dead) You let me die on my own now (You let me die) You know what comes around, it goes 'round (What goes around, comes around) Regicide where my throne found (Ima King, yeah yeah) Hope I died wearing no crown (That's my crown, that's my crown) You hope I die wearing no crown (Mm mm, mm mm) Guess it's time I go home now (Time I go home now) Maybe it's time I go home now (Home now) But I just can't fucking slow down And I don't give a f*ck 'Bout tryna stand out (Out) Label me a stranger in the damn crowd (I just like you) Treat me like I've never Made my fans proud (Aw, naw) Like when Killa on the scene It ain't a man down (Man down) 'Cause I'm just like you (Just like you) I'm dead inside too I'm in this fight too Baby I'm just like you (Like you) Look what this life do We've all been lied to (We been lied to) Not alive, homicide I'm fucking gone inside Just like you You Aw yeah, yeah Not alive, yeah Not alive, yeah Wow Killa, you're krazy (Krazy, krazy, krazy)