In My Head

(Just leave me be) Just leave me be (Don't leave me be) Don't leave me be Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah in my head Yeah yeah yeah Yo It's hard believing you'll get through sometimes I know But you have to Yeah Man I've been through a lot Depression took a toll on me I smile the most I give the most But nobody knows how dark I be Darkness made me see more clearly I'm too blinded when I'm happy Don't see the fakeness around me And they don't see the greatness in me I accepted that those I love May have a bad perception of me Cause I don't meet their expectations Or that self made image of me How many second chances Do I need to give to finally get it Their opinions have no weight On if I do or not make it I only raise my head because It's not the time to look at my own feet I won't admit defeat Even when I feel the need to retreat With time I've learned to embrace the down times When it hits me Cause if I don't Then it eats me Won't give nobody the chance to get to me Won't give nobody the chance to get to me When the balloon pops No air can fix it So give me air Give me space And let me fix me These tools have always been part Of the wrong kit So I won't let them put me in a box In which I won't fit When my soul spits They can't hear me So when they talk back I be like My music is too sensitive My message is repetitive Hey They shunned me, mocked me Turned their back on me So when they say that, it, I won't be I be like People look at you strange Saying you changed Like you worked that hard To stay the same yeah It's Live Release I be on my way I be on my way yeah