Broken

Yea Every time you come around You always try to bring me down Asking what happened to the old Me Like you dont know me But you dont see Lost but never found Always driven to the ground Same time on the low-key Been getting too lonely Could you hold me? Understand I need you now I'm at a point of a breakdown Most nights I lay there with no sleep Numb like codeine Times just slowly Fading away Fading away Fading away I'm not weak minded (Minded) I need to rewind it (Wind it) No need for me hear it I don't need to be reminded I been there and done that (Done that) But I don't want to go back (Go back) Tragedy was there to attack (Yea, yea) And yes, we all have a past Depression is stranger She will imitate your anger It'll entertain her just to see how Close you'll come to danger My thoughts were like Do or die Had me against the ropes With suicide Mmm Got too rough I started Loosing sight Like who am I inside this box of Mine I can't decide every time I try I don't know why its so hard to Find But I define every type of lie Hard to survive with this dark Heart of mine See I'm shattered (Shattered) Broken pieces on the floor Teeth chatter in a place thats Dark and cold This ladder is getting to bridle And old Part of me is saying hold on, but The other saying let go! Man this hand im about to fold I swear, this hand I'm about to Fold I feel like a burden The only person Who has a curse And always thirsty So i ponder That i need the living water Cause i know my father Would never desert me Like he says in Hebrews 13 With certainty Ive learned to understand By the grace of your hand Im a changed man But it hurts me When i see my fam Cause i know they all won't Make it to the promise land I'm not saying that I'm better Than any of you so please Understand Were all equal in God's eyes Its the devils lies, playing tricks Like pennywise. But that doesnt stop me from Telling the truth They gonna have to drop me like Pac in juice Forever praise the lord in the Booth Stomp the devil with the boot Always spread the news to the Youth Yea