Jedidiah

Girl look if he ain’t know you special by now You need to let his a** go Yeah you need to just move on I know girl but I-I just can’t help it man Like he just, he just got me like, y’know He just got you like what? Like, like ah! Can you tell I’m feelin’ real anxious? 
You not by me and I hate it Ask how I feel I’ll prolly fake it Cause I’m not the one you calling baby So day n night, day n night, day n night, day n night The thoughts to kill keep tossing in my mind, in my mind I hate the vagueness in your walk your talk The upbeat in your speech as if nothing ever fell apart I’m consumed by your vacuum and left in a dark space By myself without any closure How you take what I’m thinkin’ and put it to words How you take what I’m seein’ and turn it to art N say you’d rather be impactful friend Like whose brand new image you see in yo dream Cause it can’t be me, nah it can’t be me So inhale to exhale myself out this hell I just wanna love you like aah Make you scream while you cummin’ like aah I just wanna get back with you So bad got me screaming like aah Punchin’ holes through the walls like ah! Broke my phone now I can’t call a therapist F**k, broke my phone now I can’t call a therapist I can tell you what I see when I rest to sleep I dream about It way too much and I think about you way too much I could prolly write a story about it Matter fact I'mma tell one One time I spilled my milk and my heart fell out I didn’t even cry tho Cause you only cry over spilled milk On these pages dripped red ink 
Ellicit leaked its 2 am can’t think You again can’t breath F**k it I'mma just say it (never mind) F**k it I'mma let it go (never mind) I can’t be mean it just ain't me
Maybe in a different kind of fantasy So I'm writin’ page after page After page after uh page after page After page after page after page After page after page after page I just wanna love you babe, wanna love you babe I just wanna love you babe, wanna love you babe I just wanna love you babe, wanna love you babe I just wanna love you babe, wanna love you babe I’m only buggin’ cause we have so much in common More things in common than common does With the word common my mind is clouded Trynna think of ways to keep me calm (brainstorm) Fast forward, another day undisclosed time Sitting on my bed staring at the gifts you got me Inflamed in a daze cause none of them are common You know me so well its like I’m yo kid But my daddy never came back home So I ran away, so I ran away, so I ran away So I ran away