Rainy Days

Feel like I'm the one to blame Lately life been feeling so hard Situations from the past left me feeling scarred Feelings on the track so you feel it every bar Above all the shit that's coming my way Sittin' waitin' patiently for my day So ima try to drop every fuckin' Friday It's your choice whether you wanna listen Every song I drop they sayin' I don't be missin' Social anxiety I don't like people near me So I keep to myself and be wary Big 22 years old movin' fancy Alexander McQueen scarf when I'm dancin' Gotta stay focused stay important but what's the key I guess to stay out the way and go get some breesh Feel like I'm the one to blame I'm tryna change Ever since I started music I been in my lane I been in my lane You heard what Da Real said He always spittin' pain I vent to music not to people we are not the same That's a problem right there I face at the end of the day I could vent I choose not to I'm misunderstood I'm the one to blame I'm tryna change but I know I'm good Feeling so drained through the rain I hope it's a brighter day I don't listen to those people jackin' I can't make a way Lately life been feeling so hard Situations from the past left me feeling scarred Feelings on the track so you feel it every bar Above all the shit that's coming my way Sittin' waitin' patiently for my day So ima try to drop every fuckin' Friday It's your choice whether you wanna listen Every song I drop they sayin' I don't be missin' If that's ya homie nigga mold em Teach him from shit that you went through So that he won't have to go through I used to do the most too I'm bettering my ways I'm out the way getting cheddar like I'm posed to You start grindin' and it pay off They start jackin' that they know you Trust at 0 I got problems with knowing who I should go to Lately I been feeling so scarred I'm smokin' gas hoping I could go to (Mars) Worry bout yourself and maybe you could make it far I need a milli just so I could go and see the stars I used to be a hooper now I'm sittin' playin' bars Had to realize hard work beat talent no facade (Like) I keep my head up daily Cause I'm stayin' focused What I'm tryna gain is a lot of motion Ever since I was born I knew I was different Like Ma you got a son and he very gifted I'm just tryna beat the odds no shit I know people watchin' but would never like the flick Never mind tho brody go and light the spliff I promise matching rollies if a nigga could get rich And we always gon keep the money comin' rollin' in Wasn't there Don't be when a nigga super litt But on my shoulders I hold the weight of all this stupid shit But really really deep down I feel like I'm the one to blame Lately life been feeling so hard Situations from the past left me feeling scarred Feelings on the track so you feel it every bar Above all the shit that's coming my way Sittin' waitin' patiently for my day So ima try to drop every fuckin' Friday It's your choice whether you wanna listen Every song I drop they sayin' I don't be missin' I don't be missin' Like I don't be missin'