Letter To Alexa

Yea I'm thuggin' but I'm missing you baby And now I'm talking to strangers But they can't heal my pain Aye Here's my letter to you, my closure Hope you been doing well, taking care of yourself And through it all I still love you Look, If you only knew How much you stay up on my mind even though we was through No better feeling in the world when I was smiling with you You said you love me from your heart, now I know it ain't true I feel like Atlas Cuz' i really hold the weight of the world And that's from holding on baby, you ain't good for my health I love you more than love girl, I don't want no one else And to this day I feel this way and still you chose someone else And to my cousin, I should have listened "Unless you wanna get your heart broke don't worry bout these women" I took heath in what he said but this girl she was different I'd get lost up in those eyes not to mention her charisma Long hair, pretty face, booty bussin' out that denim to herself but she knew she was stunting on these bitches I hate to say it but i shed more than one tear writing these lyrics But I ain't done telling this story, play the chorus then I'll finish If you only knew How much you stay up on my mind even though we was through No better feeling in the world when I was smiling with you You said you love me from your heart, now I know it ain't true I feel like Atlas Cuz' i really hold the weight of the world And that's from holding on baby, you ain't good for my health I love you more than love girl, I don't want no one else And to this day I feel this way and still you chose someone else I'd call your mom up when I'd be worried bout you It wasn't long fore' i knew I wasn't the same without you I'm knowing I'm the reason we ain't even talkin So as a man I cant blame you, I cant even fault you But what I can do is fault you for all this pain All the embarrassment and the shame disrespecting on my name I got one key takeaway from the time you was my girl If you think you love her first make sure that she love her self And shawty if you only knew How much you stay up on my mind even though we was through No better feeling in the world when I was smiling with you I'd give it all to have it back or even kick it with you Now stay strong cuz' i really hold the weight of the world That comes from holding on to you cuz' you ain't good for my health I love you more than love girl I don't want nobody else And to this day i feel this way and still you chose someone else