monsters

Got my monsters in my back Figurin' out the equation Black out in the shadows Depression is a fact It feels like i' m a danger to myself Hard to sleep when my demons shows themselves Everything's worth than ever Hope my mind'll get better Things'll get sweet like butter Miss the sun of summer My head would be a fucking bath of light So i do need my friends to start the fight I do want to stop the voices in my head But there's to many things and i feel alone to deal with it I try to sleep on it but still no emergency exit My days are ´bout wondering why i exist Sitting on the floor like i'm drunk Curled up, wet cheeks waiting for the storm to pass Breathing because i don't want to pass out In my head, only wishes to black out Healthy notions are foreign to me Yeah Feel like a stranger in the mirror Hey Hard to deal with all the shit in my head Looking at young J, nostalgia is the word I do want to stop the voices in my head But there's to many things and i feel alone to deal with it I try to sleep on it but still no emergency exit My days are ´bout wondering why i exist Boom