I Am Not

Yo I'm up out this bitch who coming with me That's what's up got some homies with me What we doing and how we going to do it It is what it is cross that bridge when we get to it Spare of the moment making moves on a whim Hundred miles and running in these shoes that I'm in Only the strong survive it's either sink or swim (I am not) going to lose you better think again (I am not) going to do what you tell me to (I am not) I refuse yo to hell with you (I am not) going to settle keep moving forward if it don't work this way I just do it over (I am not) going to stop I'll write a thousand rhymes Been around a block or two maybe a thousand times I am not going to let this be the end of it a uphill battle whole time a fucking mountain climb Feels like I'm sky-diving but I'm climbing Identifying all the things that keep me from flying Higher-self held hostage by the mind of hindsight It was divine timing when I found my alignment Been researching the effects of mycotoxins We all got problems So how are we gonna conquer 'em "That's the topic of ninety-percent of your conversations man" "What you think you're a shaman" They want me to be apologetic or toxic We're mirrors and I'm just tryin' to clear the smears of our egos so you can see what we got in common I was too scared to face it I am not gonna stop saying shit 'till this knowledge reigns basic We shouldn't hangout if we aren't meditated They told me this they told me that I didn't listen to their crap man this curriculum is trash Not even half of what they drilled in us is facts Gritting my teeth not to snap In this shitty school system it seemed like an Impossible task to keep my head down and pass But I've been known to outlast I've been smashing my addictions that had me trapped I am not gonna tap When these voices keep attacking They just knock knock And I tell 'em I am not (I am not) going to do what you tell me to (I am not) I refuse yo to hell with you (I am not) going to settle keep moving forward if it don't work this way I just do it over (I am not) going to stop I'll write a thousand rhymes Been around a block or two maybe a thousand times I am not going to let this be the end of it a uphill battle whole time a fucking mountain climb Uphill battle whole time a fucking mountain climb