Stranger in My Mind

Ngelam na lu I’m fightin' hard to Run away from this Stranger in my mind (Verse 1) Dreamin' awake feelin' like I’m chained I’m Screamin' for help losin’ my voice I’m bout to faint Voices in my head tryna make me talk like a saint I’m going to mad in my mind Got my energy drained I’m breathin' heavy, right there’s going a great debate Fully engaged in fear I’m running it’s hard to relate It’s crazy how your thoughts can turn against you Livin' for rent free, now they kicking’ you out of the room Yeah I've been alone I’m takin' all this mothafuckin' thoughts outta my way Let’s stop it This is all about the way that I don’t really wanna get in Cuz I’m runnin’ from the shadows and lights No choice than to take shelter in the darkness Shut my eyes so that I don’t see fuckin' poltergeist What? Fucking poltergeist Hide! There’s nowhere go Am I alright? No havin' trouble with myself Fight? He’s stronger than you know You sike! I’m goin' insane, somebody tell me I’m right! Lost in the reality lunacy My soul in the drift body shrinkin’ slowly He’s chokin' me like’ he’s sucking my breaths Can’t fight back I’m losing me! (Hook) Ngelam na lu I’m fightin' hard to Run away from this Stranger in my mind (Verse 2) I don’t think this is heaven cuz if it was I’d meetin' my grandpa smilin' I don’t wanna cave in Gettin' hit by shootin' bullets And I’m the fuckin' victim Fightin' for life even though I know I can’t win Am I really separated from my body? Cuz I don’t feel the winds Put my feet in the water to see my footprints I’m scared someone wake me up I’m beggin' please! God! He’s draggin' me like I’ve sinned heavily I can’t move, frozen like sleep paralysis It stresses me, messes me, resistin’ Stranger’s a frenimy Yeah! Mindin' my business While I’m left each night cold sleepless If he really took me I hope he did it properly (Hook) Ngelam na lu I’m fightin' hard to Run away from this Stranger in my mind