It Wasn't Easy (feat. Trenchbowy)

When it started, it wasn't easy Had to pray and make sure that we kicking I'm counting all my wins cause I'm reaching Told my mama never mind all the critics Now we breathing We been listening Couple of friends that even went missing Fighting all the demons in my head like I'm preaching It wasn't easy, it wasn't easy, it wasn't easy Ayy, I'm told that I'm living a life of sin (life of sin) That's how we living, nobody's super clean (No body super clean) Losses and losses way more than the wins (more than wins) Life in trenches, never easy Heavenly God speed friend We just lost another angel in here (angel in here) Hamilton I've been thinking about you fam (about you fam) I sympathize with you man just hang in there (ohhh oohh) I had been in the trenches lot of stories to tell (ay) We was all alone, mama was hospitalized (ohhh ohhh) Got the cheese he was out of town playing happy fam while his daughter was grinding so hard, tryna put some on the plate, (it make sure yeah) Still ain't easy (nah), aAbsolute beat , got me reminiscing(nah aah) About the past nigg I do no dissing (ahh ahh) Only preaching (ah ahh) for the trenches I hope they listening When it started, it wasn't easy Had to pray and make sure that we kicking I'm counting all my wins cause I'm reaching Told my mama never mind all the critics Now we breathing We been listening Couple of friends that even went missing Fighting all the demons in my head like I'm preaching It wasn't easy, it wasn't easy, it wasn't easy This life is too short, I gotta sprout my wings Heavenly call, I need that senso bean (Heavenly call) I'm burying my heart, I ain't finding peace (I'm burying my heart) This life is too cold, I'm tryna keep it clean Wasn't easy but we did it So much pain in my life, got me kneeling Lost some friends on the mission, yeah we breathing And the trenches ain't safe but we reaching (buh we reachin) Let it rain i gotta grow cause I'm pouring my heart Devastated from the pain that is breaking me down And it's me against the world, I be culting my part Break the walls, break em curses, I been pounding my heart (Pounding my heart) Wasn't easy Many souls got lost by the system Fighting all these demons in the trenches like we preaching We ain't sleeping, never easy, I hope they've been listening When it started, it wasn't easy Had to pray and make sure that we kicking I'm counting all my wins cause I'm reaching Told my mama never mind all the critics Now we breathing We been listening Couple of friends that even went missing Fighting all the demons in my head like I'm preaching It wasn't easy, it wasn't easy, it wasn't easy