Darkest Hour (Only Human)

Imagine feelin' so guilty you scared to pray to God Imagine tryin' to pretend to him when he know your heart I think we all underestimate where his patience start I think i should call on him more when i make this art I'm scared of winnin' as much as i am afraid of losing' Or maybe i'm just afraid of fame and i'm bad at choosin' Between attention and tensions of complacency cruisin' Through this life knowin' all of my potential i blew it I hate change but always adapt to new things I try to find a perspective in when i lose things My confidence keep waverin' with my mood swings So i gotta remind myself i'm a true king This is honesty hour, this is honestly power You put ya back to the mirror you are obviously coward We like the concrete rose, we not polishin' flowers We must always live our truth 'cause its constantly ours Nobody told me life would be easy, sometimes it feels like i wont last But in my darkest hour i found power, i take off my mask I'm only human, yeah I'm only human, yeah I'm only human, yeah Oh-ooooh-oh-oh, oh-ooooh-oh-only People around me tell me that i'm wise beyond my years To tell the truth i'm probably just wiser than all my peers They say ya know things, i'm like no shit But the thing i know the most is i don't know shit Maybe i grew too fast, sometimes i feel i aint grow up at all Sometimes i care too much, sometimes i feel like f*ck it all Don't trust too many people so i'm always duckin' off I love hard so its difficult to cut 'em off We always ridiculin' Til' our time come around to say we only human I guess its safe to say that most of us is only foolish I guess its safe to say that most of us is only foolish As you dyin' on the inside these niggas ghoulish Tryin' to rob you of yo happiness, you bout to lose it I tell 'em God got me, they tell me nigga prove it That's when i hop up out the dirt lookin' undisputed See a lot of people look at darkness as a bad thing But what most of us fail to realize is that Sometimes you can find ya light walkin' through the dark Theres always a dark side of us and theres always a light side of us And then theres the gray area And that's what makes us human Tell 'em Eleanor I'm only human, yeah I'm only human, yeah I'm only human, yeah Oh-ooooh-oh-oh, oh-ooooh-oh-only I'm only human, yeah I'm only human, yeah I'm only human, yeah Oh-ooooh-oh-oh, oh-ooooh-oh-only