Blue

They're just growing pains That's what they always used to say As I picked myself up black and blue I mended my wounds But the memories still bleed through Of all the things that I forgot to say Oh but I wonder If there really was a plan Would I be making these choices And would they hurt me so bad Well I reap what I sew I've got to water the soil to grow So all the tears I cry don't fall in vain Then I get down to work Just put a pin into my hurt Cause I don't got the time to waste these days Oh and I wonder If I let it all drift away Did those memories make me Or am I more than just my brain If I look up And i just breathe in I know I can find the strength to pick me up again Healing hurts like hell But I can bear the pain Why let my thoughts weigh me down When I can break my own chains I put it all to words Reclaim the power over my world And maybe someone out there might relate Turn blue skies from grey Although the colors still the same As if fog has lifted from my gaze Oh then I wondered What if it all came true And now all that I've longed for Is finally coming into view Oh, and I wondered What if I believed in me too I've always known I'd face a feeling just like this Oh now I'm sure Of all the power that I've always held in my hands In my command I've always dreamt I'd make a moment just like this And it's come to show That if I lead with love then life will rise to my bliss And by this, I live I've always known I'd face a feeling just like this Oh, now I know, yeah If I believe enough than I can make it manifest And by this, I live I live Oh, I live I live I live