Audrey

I just wanna make you proud I wanna be heard Balance of pain and passion here With every verse I feel like pouring out love Never get reimbursed Not always sure who my friends are If it's on their terms Tryna be role model these kids can look up to But don't bet your coins on me, cause you'll surely lose I'm a vessel of love to those with a short fuse Wouldn't recognize me now I've evolved since my youth Elders don't understand I'm not who they think Back in their day today Doesn't mean the same thing I used to be better man I used to be clean Used to be a part of something Put it all on this dream I want to feel something I want to heal some things Everything would change if it was solely up to me I'm trying not to break I'm like a day away From realizing a part of my destiny She said she didn't want me They didn't want me Said I'd never be Worth a thing Now they so nonchalant About the things they want With the words they taunt Did I assume wrong of who's team I'm on It's like they don't feel a thing Through the speech they talk Man, have I gone to waste You can feel it in my soul You can see it in my face I'm in a different zone I'm in a different place Man they can't control me I'm the one to chase But I'm alone and lonely No one knows me I feel like a phony I fear that I'm breaking They can't contain me Cause I am changing I'm not the same thing Not the same thing It's a new me