October Leaves

Last year I lost you And by now I thought it would pass The feelings I fought through They sneak up, so here I am Today's your birthday Should I call, should I text Thought of you first thing Can't come to terms with the fact that you are my ex It's getting harder To be a lover you don't love back If I wait any longer I'll end up as someone that you once had You're always on my screens If I block you, they'll still tell me What you are doing, who you're dating This isn't helping It's getting harder To be a lover that you don't love back If I wait any longer I'll end up as someone that you once had The truth I've buried Can't do anything Scars on my heart They're still showing And I just can't believe All I'm feeling You're still the one that I'm wanting It's getting harder To be a lover you don't love back If I wait any longer I'll end up as someone that you once had