Heavy Heart

I go wherever my heart follows Without thinking about it Maybe that is my problem That I'm solvin' I can't lie and say that I don't do it often I get so reckless wit it I made my mistakes A smile on my face Embracing the changes And plus I'm only twenty five And I ain't even really get a chance to live my life yet And they don't know about them times I had to fake it I wanted to die I thought I wasn't gon' make it Started planning my farewells The fact that I'm here is a miracle Like do you really understand it? I done lost it all You can count the scars Cut from a different cloth But that's why I ain't complainin' I'm lookin' at you crazy for thinkin' you really know me, baby Mmm, yea yea You don't know nun bout me And I have a heavy heart I never thought we'd get this far To be honest It kinda hurts me that they don't understand me They ain't supposed to That's why I'm loyal to everybody close to I can't trust nobody 'Cuz the same ones who be in my face tryna break me Oh damn I really thought you was my fam But now niggas is tellin' me you been dissin' on the gram? It's all love I'm lookin' at you crazy for thinkin' you really know me, baby Mmm, yea yea You don't know nun bout me And I have a heavy heart I never thought we'd get this far