I'm Fucked Up Inside

The change that's coming is coming soon I can't keep runnin towards my doom, no I know I've got to makeup up my mind Can't keep wastin all my precious time its true, oh lord Can't keep peakin out them blinds Time to get up and go outside with you It may be weak But I just may need You to change my ways Keep longer days coming I won't say nothin But "I Love You" Do do, do do, do do do do, do do I know I've taken time from us Do do, do do, do do do do, do do But I'm waking up inside could you just trust Do do, do do, do do do do, do do It hurts so bad to see you cry Do do, do do, do do do do, do do There's parts of me that I wish I could hide But I'm fucked up inside singin Do do, do do, do do do do, do do I'm fucked up inside singing Do do, do do, do do do do, do do I pretended to be someone I'm not 'Cause at least that guy, well he had a shot The truth is that I'm fine for awhile Then I go off the rails I'm a mess begging for attention But I know that I know what I'm doing when I'm doing it but I just can't stop I'm getting drunk breaking bottles by myself Well I know I've got your love but I can't ask for help And I know that its selfish I can't help it I wanna change But I know instead I'll just mask all the pain like a coward Do do, do do, do do do do, do do I know I've taken time from us Do do, do do, do do do do, do do But I'm waking up inside could you just trust Do do, do do, do do do do, do do It hurts so bad to see you cry Do do, do do, do do do do, do do There's parts of me that I wish I could hide But I'm fucked up inside singin Do do, do do, do do do do, do do I'm fucked up inside singin Do do, do do, do do do do, do do I'm fucked up inside singin Do do, do do, do do do do, do do I'm fucked up inside singin Do do, do do, do do do do, do do I'm fucked up inside singin Do do, do do, do do do do, do do I'm fucked up inside singin Do do, do do, do do do do, do do