Regular Sprite

I know it hurts sometimes Yeah yeah I know it hurts sometimes Yeah yeah Had to relax and take a breath when I was cleansin my soul My angel numbers say I'm holdin on to something thats old Had a daughter at fifteen I'm still surviving the scars But even through all the hate they can't deny I'm a star I aint ever been afraid to rock alone Not easily persuaded Thats prolly why they hate me This go to the ones who wasn't gettin the love Givin my heart to selfish people is what made me a thug Had to get over lustin Cause that shit was a drug I was blinded by her body not the person she was If I was weak I prolly woulda took my life cause off of how I was judged I had a kid before I ever knew what custody was Before I learned to read and write I already had trauma Before this drink get in my system I'm already a monster I'm just tryna catch a vibe she got her hand in my boxers Hard to admit but this shit kinda toxic When I was down I took a risk and found a plug like a socket I might pop out in my merch and rock it like its designer Not even close to my potential I'm already a problem I'm sipping drink just to deal with the problem So this sprite is not a regular bottle No this sprite is not a regular bottle Make sure you put that where the kids can't reach Its not a regular sprite I hit my knees and pray for better days Please don't let me be a victim to my selfish ways Yeah time steady passin Aint no time for relaxin I'm tryna make a way Back when we would ride for each other them was the glory days Don't take it personal I know life is a cold game Learned how to get me some slow paper from old wayne And when its seeming too perfect just know its gone rain You can't get to swervin you gotta stay in yo own lane They move funny then they call you insecure Thats the shit that make a nigga wish his heart wasnt pure Thats the shit that make a nigga fall apart They got the most to say but steady hidin in the dark Close friends and enemies I can't tell em both apart I perfected my position I was raised to play it smart Poppin pills and suicide can you tell me whats the difference I'ma ride for my niggas I just hope they ridin wit me So basically I just hope these niggas is ridin for me like I'ma ride for them Its loyalty over love I won't ever forget that That don't even just go for my niggas that go for anybody directly involved in my life If you affiliated with me I hope you ridin for me like I'm ridin for you Its Dad This aint a regular sprite