Don't Need That For Christmas

Merry Christmas Another death on Eastenders A miserable reminder how life is horrendous The birth of our saviour, you don’t love your neighbour She is old and she’s alone and she is weak like a wafer Riddled with dementia, the old man died last year Community spirit is heartless, you’re selfish and that’s clear Drunk lads kick a tramp for something to laugh at And then piss on his sleeping bag and upload it to Snapchat With Christmas themed filters and emojis to boot The depths that get stooped for the measly price of a hoot Office parties, mulled wine and cigarette kisses To be saying me too is just not on somebody’s wish list I put our life on hold Lost it all I don’t need that for Christmas I don’t need that for Christmas  I put our life on hold Drowned my soul I don’t need that for Christmas I don’t need that for Christmas I don’t need it no more I got this fat guy climbing out from underneath my mantle piece Symbolically he was never meant to be a sign of greed Would likes and wants abundance’s and scarcity Christmas time, white lines and lines get crossed In the shadows of pretend men without budgets just expenses Good bye notes and just quotes and hearts ended Im Tears For Fears in a flat on London road writing Mad world In fear of tears in this is a sad world Suicide season, the magic and its meaning You broke your fucking promise you said you were never leaving Searching for some clarity in this field of disparity Then Rudolph lost his way the day Jesus wouldn’t carry me Driving home for Christmas with nothing but a wish list Full of 9th step amends that I like to pretend we’re getting gifted It’s that time of year again when our hearts are filled with fucking pain Merry Christmas - I’m wishing you it all the same I put our life on hold Lost it all I don’t need that for Christmas I don’t need that for Christmas  I put our life on hold Drowned my soul I don’t need that for Christmas I don’t need that for Christmas F*ck the tears, I just laugh Haha I’m out alone I don’t need that for Christmas  Naughty or Nice? Who you looking for? If you need me I’ll be in the garage double fisting and hitting the Kush Boss, with clown makeup on hacking them darts Alone again it’s been a long year When’s Santa coming? The Grinch is loaded, sniffing a mirror Fat man knows what I been doing I just take and take, leave him chunks of milk in the sink Cookies laced with weed, I may have ate ‘em, I think F*ck the tears, I just laugh Haha I’m out alone I don’t need that for Christmas  F*ck the tears, I just laugh Haha I miss them all I don’t need this for Christmas I don’t need it no more