Rorschach

Being with you getting harder to do Bedroom moves from days to night, tonight we're through I miss myself, I miss myself when I'm with you Am I the road less taken? what am I staring at When I'm waiting to fall asleep Lay there waiting to fall asleep There you are on an oasis. Are you here to punish me Wonder where you are behind them eyelids And I'm staring at a Rorschach There you are 14 faces on and when I'm with you I'm not myself Wonder where you are behind them eyelids cause I'm staring at a Rorschach For years, I've been ignoring them bullshit questions Running through my body and through my hiding Denial ain't done shit with all that tension It all felt wasted, noisy, nauseous, odd obnoxious it all felt wrong Enough with weight, exhausted, I'm a pond An option, a hostage with you I realize now I miss myself I miss myself when I'm with you Try to fall asleep I wonder where I am behind my eyelids There you are 14 faces on and when I'm with you I'm not myself Wonder where you are behind them eyelids Cause out here I miss myself but there you are with 14 faces on And when I'm with you I miss myself Wonder where you are behind them eyelids cause I'm staring at a Rorschach It pours when it rains between the walls in my brain There ain't no drain this shit filling it up This shit the same this everyday and now it's the waiting I've been done for a while Lay there waiting to fall asleep And I wonder who I am behind my eyelids cause I'm staring at a Rorschach There you are 14 faces on and when I'm with you I'm not myself Wonder where you are behind them eyelids Cause out here I miss myself but there you are with 14 faces on And when I'm with you I miss myself Wonder where you are behind them eyelids cause I'm staring at a Rorschach