Painted on Smile

You laugh at me I'm not the man that you see I'm just a clown With a painted-on smile Not everything Is meant to be We all have to leave One day I'm standing at the edge again Promise you won't push me You laugh at me I'm not the man that you see I'm just a clown With a painted-on smile Looking in the mirror and I don't see me Looking in the mirror and I don't feel free All I can see is this suicide The bottom of this bottle keeps getting deeper Please don't drown me You laugh at me I'm not the man that you see I'm just a clown With a painted-on smile You laugh at me I'm not the man that you see I'm just a clown With a painted A painted-on smile Painted-on smile