Dark Life (feat. Gazzy J. Uruj)

I just wanna feel alive I don't wanna die I just live the dark life I don't wanna suicide I don't wanna cry Voices in my head They never lie I just wanna feel alive F*ck the old life I just wanna feel alive I don't wanna die I just live the dark life I don't wanna suicide I don't wanna cry Voices in my head They never lie I just wanna feel alive F*ck the old life F*ck the old life I miss the old times My bars are like a gold mine When I was young They all told me I got a bold mind Those were the cold times I miss the old times (I just wanna feel alive I don't wanna die I just live the dark life) When I was thirteen I wanted to be a rapper I wanted to be a sniper I wanted to own a rifle And shoot it in every cypher I use to do some covers I learned how to ride I turned into a rider I wanted to switch my lane I wanted to be a pilot I turned into a pirate You see hip-hop is the sea I'm like Jack Sparrow I've got a dead man's chest It's full of smoke f*ck the rest These bitches are self obsessed F*ck the media and the press I'm wearing hip-hop as my dress I'm chasing checks, breaking legs Building pecks, making racks F*ck the one who's faking rap Momma's proud, music's loud Every beat is going down In sound cloud, I got hip-hop In my veins, I got sunshine I got rain, I keep it simple I like it plain because I'm living in a fast lane Past pain, fast gain I like watches no chains She just left me with my brain That's when I got to know what's pain My brother went to jail I won't give his real name We can call him Mr. Dwayne aye (We can call him Mr. Dwayne) ( What the f*ck bro) F*ck that old life Everything I heard Was a motherfucking lie Cuz' if it was true She wouldn't have Fucked that guy People ask me how I'm doing I just say that I'm fine (na na) So depressed but I'm so high That I can't go down, I won't lie Where's happiness ? I can't find I had to tell myself to wake up Like superman, emotionally broken But I can't die, don't get it twisted I ain't talking about The thing with god But you look forward But you can't find Temperatures Some sell pictures Some give lectures Others say its white bright And I made my momma cry So much that I can't even Think about about it Cuz' it really hurts And my father's gone And her tears really can't lie And I don't know why Sometimes I miss my old life Well things were so much better But some things that I can't hide But no matter what Gotta get in the right mind Gotta get to grind You're who you define Get up and rise (f*ck) Get up and rise I just wanna feel alive I don't wanna die I just live the dark life I don't wanna suicide I don't wanna cry Voices in my head They never lie I just wanna feel alive F*ck the old life I just wanna feel alive I don't wanna die I just live the dark life I don't wanna suicide I don't wanna cry Voices in my head They never lie I just wanna feel alive F*ck the old life F*ck the old life I miss the old times My bars are like a gold mine When I was young They all told me I got a bold mind Those were the cold times I miss the old times I just wanna feel alive I don't wanna die I just live the dark life I don't wanna suicide I don't wanna cry Voices in my head They never lie I just wanna feel alive F*ck the old life I just wanna feel alive I don't wanna die I just live the dark life I don't wanna suicide I don't wanna cry Voices in my head They never