Harvey's Penance

I don't think I'm worthy to be loved by you Although I was given blessings in the past I stand by the apathetic crowd in their pews In hopes the Holy Ghost will come at last They cast the demons out They made me pure All I knew what I where before is never more And now I'm bowing down, to my own suffering Do I sacrifice my faith to be finally Free Oh glory, to highest power Oh glory, to highest bidder My blind religion, murdered my common sense This is my penance I am I truly a vision of Jesus. Or are you still high from the drugs. I am I truly here or are you going crazy? Visions of heaven Visions of hell But he shows up like a magic shell Forgive them for they don't know what they do A crown of thorns bleeding ruby jewels And they'll market my blood and my body To sell them in cheap little trinkets or they'll Use my face of sorrow, to sell Look father I'm popular they're all calling My name But the weight of humankind is All you to blame, They have my cross plastered On the walls, hung like a trophy they never won at all Father I sometimes I hate you Father show your face Father do you really love me So why did you use me for your mistakes