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I think that they won't like me when I'm sober I'm sick of mixing vodka with my soda I just wanna have fun without tarring up my lungs But don't think that I'll find love without getting fucked up So we Go out Have a couple drinks Looking for clout From some bitch don't mean a thing to me But I tell her she the one she the one The same bullshit that I'm telling everyone of these girls Telling everyone of these girls But really I'm just making it worse Cause really they will never be her (no no) So we just move on to the next one Faking our complex connection Please tell me all bout your parents And how you all fucked in the head now And we can make love and pretend that we mean it Sleep in my arms while I tend to your demons You ain't gotta hide all that pain that you feelin I'm no Jesus Christ but I'll do my best healin You know Say we want love but we don't No good comes from getting close Best we just leave that door closed I know I'm scared of being alone Can't seem to find me a home Guess we'll just leave that door closed I know I know I know I know I know I'll never learn Teeter along the lines of alright and fine Maybe I could be someone if I tried Listen to my moms and finally applied Myself and my mind The effort and time Go back to school and get me that degree Would then someone finally be proud of me Give validation I desperately need Before I blow my brains out cause that's my plan b No No hozee don't No hozee won't No no no no No No hozee won't(hozee don't) No hozee won't No hozee no (who knows) I just teeter 'long the line of alright and fine Maybe I could be someone if I tried Listen to my moms Yeah listened to my moms Yeah listen to my Listen to my moms yeah